Well, the first cold of the school year has left me without a speaking voice, so I thought I'd pour a few unspoken words into a blog post instead. It turns out that using a whisper voice isn't a horrible thing for a kindergarden teacher, especially when there are two other teachers in the classroom who have their full speaking capacity.
I finished a pair of socks back before the Olympics started, and they've remained unblogged until now. I love them. I loved knitting them. They're plain stockinette.
I said on this blog a while ago that I had never knitted a pair of stockinette socks, and I saw no reason to do it. But for some reason I gave it a try, and wow I really liked it. Sure, there's a ribbed cuff and a little bit of slip-stitching on the heel, but the rest is knit, knit, and knit again.
Thoughts about what I would say in this post were swirling around in my head as I took pictures of my feet, and they suddenly started melding with other thoughts I've been having today. When I first announced that I had a new job, I wasn't sure exactly which classroom would become mine. Now I've had a few weeks with my three-to-six-year olds, and I'm really loving the work. They're so independent at this age, and yet everything is brand new to them.
This is the mental conflict I'm running into: I'm very smart. I'm not trying to say this in an elitist way, or make any judgments about anyone other than myself, but that's what I'm saying. In the past I have been paid a lot of money to solve some very hard problems, and I was really good at it. Now I'm being paid comparatively a lot less money, and I have two degrees more than what is necessary for my position.
I'm also very happy and no longer get depressed on Sunday knowing that Monday morning is coming.
And so I'm wondering: Is stockinette enough? What if I tell you that it's a joyous colorway, the yarn feels delightful in my fingers, and there are only a few splitty stitches? Will the other knitters think I'm a bore, even though I've got an Argyle in my closet and a Venezia in the works? It's my hope that some of them might agree that sometimes it's good to have a talented knitter get back to basics, if for nothing else than to inspire the next generation of sock knitters.
I think that with all things, time will give me my answers. (I also think that not sleeping well last night and my husband being away on a business trip also make me much more introspective than normal.) I'm off to knit some more on Venezia and then prepare for a delightful day of metaphorical stockinette.
Aw, heck, there's nothing wrong with some plain old stockinette every once in a while...just like there's nothing wrong with being "overqualified" for your job. It makes you happy and it's very important--those are two things that can't be measured by the size of your paycheck.
Posted by: Clumsy Knitter | September 23, 2008 at 10:49 PM
There's absolutely nothing wrong with plain, old stockinette. Sometimes the yarn looks better that way, as in your wonderfully striped socks. I can't imagine those in a complex stitch pattern; it would be totally lost. When my life gets stressful, I usually turn to stockinette, or garter, as a simple way to relax.
Personally, I think it's about finding your own personal bliss, and that's not necessarily found on the top of a mountain somewhere. Metaphorically speaking. :-)
Posted by: Dave | September 23, 2008 at 11:22 PM
Honestly, I have come to believe that misery is contagious and so is happiness and peace of mind. You benefit more than just yourself when you choose the positive path.
I too, have a high intellect, and fell into a miserable 15 year trap of doing things that smart people are supposed to do so as not to "waste" their brains. Which, when you step back from it a little ways, turns out to be mostly about what society arbitrarily values. I have one child in kindergarten and one in grade 3, and I see now (in ways I never dreamed pre-kids) that a teacher's intellect and creativity and problem solving skills make all the difference in the world. (For my special needs daughter, in particular, it has meant the difference between success and marginalization.) Our principal is an absolutely brilliant woman who could easily be CEO of a major corporation - she continually floors me with her analytic mind and strategic problem solving. I think I'm maybe rambling and gushing a bit, but seriously - apply your talents to helping these kids reach their potential and it will be one of the best contributions you could ever make to society.
Posted by: Ruth | September 24, 2008 at 12:10 AM
nothing wrong with getting back to the basics!!!!
Posted by: stacey | September 24, 2008 at 07:16 AM
There's nothing wrong with mixing it up and giving your brain a break from time to time!
Posted by: Anne | September 24, 2008 at 08:59 AM
I've struggled a bit with this issue, since I don't work at all since having kids. This is where knitting became such a huge part of my life, as it gave me the chance to use some of that mental energy to solve problems and think creatively, rather than pouring way too much time and effort into raising my kids.
It is OK to live many different lives. You had your phase of highly-paid, intellectually challenged work, and now you are having your phase of rewarding, socially important, nurturing work. Just imagine what it next for you as you grow and evolve. It's exciting to consider, isn't it?
Posted by: Liz K. | September 24, 2008 at 09:05 AM
I love the comfort of a stockinette sock now and then. It's very soothing. As for stockinette in life, there's something to be said for not dreading Monday morning. Being smart is one thing, being smart enough to listen to your gut and to make your life something that makes you truly happy, that's another story. Sounds like you might be on your way.
Posted by: Jessica | September 24, 2008 at 10:08 AM
That's a lot of sock to knit, but they look great. I can't imagine I would ever knit any that long, I prefer little ankle ones - anything for a quick knit!
Posted by: Denise | September 24, 2008 at 11:28 AM
I agree that stockinette is good for a break, and I can't imagine anything else with all those colors.
Happiness is more important than a paycheck, and you can use your intellect and creativity in this job. It's better not to be stressed.
Posted by: Cassy | September 24, 2008 at 12:19 PM
Ditto Liz. Just wait until you hit the point where your highpoint of the day is consuming bon bons. Also, I sort of love plain stockinette socks, to be honest. Sometimes it is fun to let the yarn do the work.
Posted by: nova | September 24, 2008 at 01:56 PM
Such pretty socks! I love the stripes - the stockinette has paid off:) Life is short - if you can enjoy going to work each day, have a great partner and make ends meet - what more can you ask for:)
Posted by: stacey | September 24, 2008 at 03:17 PM
Stockinette socks are zen and refreshing, especially for a pattern sock person like you. Not boring at all.
If you enjoy what you're doing at your new job and that horrible dread on Sunday night is gone, then you've made the right move. With all my degrees I should be doing something much more stressful and prestigious, etc, but to hell with all that. Happiness is more important than $$$ or pretige, etc.
Posted by: Kim | September 24, 2008 at 04:38 PM
What could be wrong with stockinette socks when they are that pretty!
Posted by: Stephanie B | September 24, 2008 at 04:47 PM
I think these are so cute! A little rebellious to have them a bit non-matchy. :)
Posted by: tiennie | September 24, 2008 at 05:31 PM
There is always a place for stockinette socks (especially when they show off those amazing colors).
There is no better age group to "waste" a high intellect on than 3-6 year olds. They are sponges & will absorb anything and everything that you throw at them. As a woman who stepped away from a job that amply rewarded my intellect - to raise my children (who really don't care where I went to college) - I must agree with the commentor who said to go with your bliss.
Posted by: Jen B | September 24, 2008 at 09:30 PM
Some yarns and times call for stockinette, and you were smart enough to know that stockinette was how this yarn would shine.
The world always needs smart teachers who love what they do, so do it if you enjoy it! In the 90s there were articles in the news and a few books about lawyers and investment bankers dropping out of the rat race to become pastry chefs and the like. Perhaps some day you'll write a book of your experience going from the high-tech world to teaching, and thereby inspire others.
Posted by: Brenda | September 24, 2008 at 10:38 PM
I knit more stockinette socks than any other kind. It's the only sensible thing to do with the loud, bright yarns that are so popular with us sock-knitters. I think you get points for recognizing that, and saving the fancy stitchwork for yarns that justify them. ;-)
I'm so glad to hear that you enjoy teaching. We need good teachers, and I believe we should pay them a LOT more than we do.
Posted by: Beth S. | September 25, 2008 at 03:13 PM
Oh, so much to say! Such a great post! My love for the stockinette sock is well-documented. But I also gave up a "challenging" smarty-pants corporate job that I disliked so much I had trouble sleeping Sunday night, for a less well-paid (and frankly less challenging) job. For now, it's exactly what I want - it leaves me time and energy to focus on my life outside of work. I'm not sure that will be enough long-term, but it works for now. It's all about what works for you, and if that is the intellectual equivalent of stockinette, more power to you!
Posted by: Ariel | October 06, 2008 at 12:46 PM